Just When I Get Out...

he sucks me back in.

NY Boy doesn't do it on purpose. I know that he loves me, misses me, and gets me. Bonding with me is as natural as breathing for him. But he is ok, his days go in and out and as far as I can tell, he doesn't feel the same hole in his life that he has left in mine.

He feels like my missing piece, and every time I start to get excited about anyone else, he BBMs me (like today) and I am stuck at my desk, tearing up, wondering how I can live with out him, or how I can even finish work without breaking down...

Oh man, our song just came on.... to linger and listen or not? Lingering....